Wondering from where.. to start..
Well untold things are always unheard.. so hvv to writee ..
The story beginss in face book.. thnx to mark zuckerberg.. wthud him I wud hv never
meet my first love.. err..
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I hvv alwayzz tried to express myy feeling.. butt shee
always told tht shee don’t want too spoil our frndship… soo hvv controlled mah
feeling tht I wontt tell her tht I lovee u..
I donno hw I feel
in lovee wth herr jstt by chatting.. I didn’t cared hw she looks.. hww shee
thinks.. how many X she izz having.. well I didntt cared hw shee treats me..
the only thing I wz knowing tht I loved her…
I used to always wait
for her..whn shee wil be on9..
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Soo finally one mree time I tried to express my feeling about her
tht hww I feels … iff shee iz ntt talking wthh mee… shee wzz like a
drugg .. whole thzz semm myy nghtzz were appointed in fb… well thtt nghtt I hvv
to makee lotss off assignements.. ndd we
hdd a plan for movie too.. in d weekened.. so my frnds gvee me a suggestion to
ask her for a movie in this way I can meet herr too. Bcoz till now I hvv only
meet her in fb..
She refused again.. well I wzz again hurtedd.. btt
sacrificed 4 herr frndshipp. Thought shee felt
bad … soo ignored her.. ndd triedd too bee wth her like a friend only..
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Donno wt happened to her on 27 th nov.. shee started talking
in a strange way.. tht day shee gvv me her no….***************
Ndd fiinaallyy I wzz drowned in herr love… never hdd suchh a
strange feeling ufff I know Itt wzz lovee.. nor I wzz able to eatt.. nor
sleep.. even I wzz nt able too take breath.. theee dayzz were sleepless.. nights were speechless.. nww we
switched too cellphonee text messaging….
Ndd calls… loved herr voice…
************* soo on 29 th nov .. we meet …. Awesome
xperiancee… wzz soo fearfulll… we talked ndd talked *****************
we talked ndd talked ass iff like sheee wzz makinggg mee to
fall for herr more nd more… evnn I wzz also knowing tht I wont bee ablee to
come upp .. iff shee leaves me
.. itt wzz m9 first.xperiance . ndd for herr it wzz “X”… I
mean I donno…
well one nghtt
talking wthh herr I asked tht rr u in lovee orr wtt… well thee way she talks alwyz made me feel
tht shee izzz also in love btt don’t wanna accept… may be bcozz off previous
breakup.. soo I hv told nott to ans.. tht question. Well shee answered ndd it
wzz yes.. ndd after thtt smethingg smthingg happened.. a lott fghtt.. I cried a
lot…. Bcozz I refusd tht I lovee her…
nxtt day shee too refused thtt she told in ttht way.. I hvv
told its okhh .. if u wanna bee till frndshipp.. okhh… I can do anything for
u….
nWw iTZZ foR
U bAby
nww its turning pt.. on 17 th dec shee wants mee too leave
herr till buss station.. I wzzz hvingg fever too tht day… butt for her.. I can
do anything…
tht day I saw herr shee wass looking soo beautifull.. I
wanted to tell herr tht baby I love you plzee dontt goo.. I wontt live without
you.. btt I dontt want her to bee disturbed soo I didntt doo anything.. I wanted too kiss her
3>..
I donno btt som1
wantss tht myy heart shudntt be broken… ii know a lott off thing wzz running in
herr mind… >>>heyy christii… u
remember wtt happened tht dayyy… for thee whole nghttt arundd 3 we chatted.. tht day u flirted too
mchh.. as iff u want too show me ht u too love me…
Btt tht day u were bzyy in some other place.. too.. donno
myy guesses r alwayzz true for u… I didntt slept tht nght… I wzz confused…
I don’t want my heart
to be broken .. I know amm very sensitive …. Whnn I camee too lovely I didntt fall for manisha
bttt …… circumstances made mee too show tht I liked her.. bt it wzz trapped.. well I shudntt be tht mchh hurtedd bcozz I
wzz act not nowingg her nor I hvvv talked in phone.. soo shee wzz like a
unknown grll.. too me… not knowing
anything abtt her…
Bt it took mee arund 7 month to recover… because off the drama …. Orr
But for u .. I wzz in lovee…wthh u tht also full drugs type…
iff this time myy heart will break I wontt bee able to trust anyone… I will
loos e myy life…
Soo I remained silent.. I wzz nt bale to understand wtt act
u want… (btw amm knowing wtt u want btt dnt want u too hurt..by telling)
Again on 8th jan.. something happened in urr
life.. btt u didintt told me anything tht day u told mee t ht u r drunk ndd u
lovee me…
Btt u hide lotss off thing.. well u were bzyy wthh som1 else
too…. Tht made me too confused.. well I
ignored all this urr stuffs… bcozz I wzz blind in urr love .. soo little mree
time I gave to u.. too think tht wtt act u want….
Ndd u thought ndd thought… act nott thought
u were knowing earlier too.. for u love izz only for 1 yearr … after
thtt nthing….. well I wzzz happy in tht
too… for mee too bee wthh u matterss…thtss itt …
I dontt care hww u treat me..
Thee time I wzz ntt talking with you.. u were buzyy wthh
some1 else.. I amm knowing tht too… u donno hww myy dayzz hdd gone..
Unable to sleep unable to concentrate… tee only thing
wzz I dreamt abtt u… byy both closing as
well as opening eye…
I wrote many thing abut u… I hvv never written wthh myy
blood for any1 tht I lovee u… btt I vv written donno hww..madee a card 4 u wthh
mahh blood too..:)
I teared tht paper on d day u told tht u made bf.. tht made
mee cry bcozz all myy faith wzz brokennn..
U also know every guy @ thzz agee wants too bee physicall
wthh grll.. u know … kiss ndd all… btt I sacrificed everything 4 u… bcoz u told
mee too bee away frmm her… ndd I got d
best conditions… @ least kisss too shure… ndd whoo dnntt wanna to bee kiss a tht
mch seductive grll.. evnn a commited guy
can slip.. btt I refused.. I amm nt telling tht I amm gud… I amm telling tht I cared for u…
Bcozz I thught u wil understand me.. btt u went away ndd
away…
I want to tell u tht wateverr inn urr life wzz running ..
I wzzz knowing almost everything… butt I neglected everything bcozz I wzz in
lovee with u…. ndd now also I think only about
u… I lovee u… 3>
Abtt mee myy heart izz full broken into pieces cantt beee
recovered… I know I will never fall in lovee again bcozz every girl izz same….
U were the first ndd last…in my life ndd
given a nice lesion… ndd thtt too soo much big.. will alwayzz wonder y u
did soo..
Jeenee kee abb wajahh hee nahee haii… except studezz..
After knowing evrythingg abtt u… thtt wtt u think lovee
izz… ndd wtt all stuffs u were hiding wthh me….
… u know I still love you… its ntt tht I like ur personalitity. Or character…or
u look seductive to me. ,,Its jst simple thing th I jst lovee u… ndd for u I can
doo anything..
I know alott abtt urr personall stuffs too.. I think god izz
wthh mee soo hee wzz letting mee to know everything.. remember the astrologer “jeana”..
shee wzz correct… if u want to conform ask any question abt ur past or future….
Amm damn sure itt wil be correct
Btt I amm very sad .. nww in college I wont bee able to trust any girl L
All r fake.. btt still I lovee u..ndd will be only for u..
Btt hww too forget thee moment I spent wthh u..??? u will
bee surely knowing ans off this… bcozz u were soo mchh eperianced.. u alwayzz told
for u its common..breaking eart nd all,, bt for mee no recovery this time…
U ask too many question now ans myy ndd call me…
Do u ever loved me??
U were playing prank?
Or do u hv a backup plan??nt me then he.. bcozz its nlyy for
a year… rght
Orr u r taking revenge tht wtt happened too u first time u will do yhss thing wth evry
guy…
the most impp when wzz d last time u felt love for me.. do u want me to be in contact like earlier orr go awayy/jst like a unknown friend..
Well u made me a bad boyy.. bczz myy 1 attitude changed..
will tell u later on…
One question izz still in myy mind tht hww I know everything
abt u… tht also correctly…
Wtever I guess izz true…
For ur nww bf also I hvv guessed.. wontt tell u.. J bcoz I know its correct..
I didntt liked ur activity
, nor ur dressing sense,nor ur attitude.. bcozz I dnt hv to do anything with
tht.. the only thing wtt I know izz I love u… from
heart.. ndd thtt I hvv ntt seen.. like hww wee hv ntt seen god”
Aacha hai
na.. I wrote jstt now for u…
Hvv a happy ndd long lasting relationship..
Mere too abb kch honee see raha…!!!
Btt we can be in contact iff u want.. bcozz I will be
alwayzz eagred to know wts happening in urr life!! Ndd we can share… any infoo
to…
Waisee abhi takk to tunee kiaa nahee kch…..
Maii hee unnecessary apne baree me btata raha!!!! urr soo mchh time waisted..
